forever goodbye

12,Dec,2010 my dear grandpa had been passed away. He became an lovely angel and went to the heaven. I know he had already left forever, but I can't accept this fact actually. Now, I really really miss him very much. I haven't seen him for 21 days during he was in the hospital. The day before he passed away, I just went to the hospital to see him. The first sight I saw him, my tears full around my eyes. He was surrounded  by the hospital's quipments. If I can, I hope I can instead of him to suffer all pains he had. But I can't. Now, I believed that he was happy that he had no more pains and he became an angel to protect our family forever.